Genuinely feels like I'm now gay and I'm not sure
2020.08.15 22:13 anxiety_little_bean Genuinely feels like I'm now gay and I'm not sure
Today I have felt I'm happy feeling gay or idk. I felt like it didnt matter if I was a lebsian or If i chose to marry a women. I am unsure if this ocd at all. I'm starting to feel that I've awakened myself to the truth but ik I've never in my childhood had these desires. I never imagined being married to a women, I found women beautiful and sexy but not potential life partners. I have crushes on funny and sweet guys but I never had a crush on a girl. I wish perhaps I didnt feel this way but maybe i am just gay and need to leave my boyfriend. But when i think of him with another women making him happy i feel desperate to have him love me again. So what do I truly want? Has anyone experienced this before in hocd?
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